-This is the place I came home to this evening, after a long day of lectures and seminars. Today marked the first day of morning lectures (plus mid-morning tea) and afternoon seminars. Though I know I will certainly be pushed beyond my normal limits by my tutors, I now feel somewhat confident that I won't get lost amidst the many abstract musings, stunningly intelligent people, and eleven million books surrounding me. Am I intimidated? Most certainly. Am I feeling cognitively lazy and inadequate? Without a doubt.
But I keep reminding myself of Derek's words: it is only by being around people that are smarter than yourself that you begin to truly grow and become smarter.
And, surprisingly, the overwhelming sense of inadequacy is tinged with enjoyment -- and excitement.
I ought to send you the pictures that I took of you in front of C. Are all these pictures you've been posting yours?
ReplyDeletePraying for you and missing you oh-so-much.
Aw, yes, you should! That would be wonderful. :)
ReplyDeleteAnd yes, all of them were taken by me... are you surprised? :)
You are much missed as well, dear!